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Redeemer Notes – The Life of David – Covenant Love (Commitment)

Sunday, August 16th, 2009

Notes from Tim Keller’s Sermon – Redeemer – 8/16/09, 10:30am

Covenant Love – 10th Sermon in Series: The Life of David – Commitment

2 Samuel 9:1-13

David and Mephibosheth

1 David asked, “Is there anyone still left of the house of Saul to whom I can show kindness for Jonathan’s sake?”2 Now there was a servant of Saul’s household named Ziba. They called him to appear before David, and the king said to him, “Are you Ziba?”
“Your servant,” he replied.

3 The king asked, “Is there no one still left of the house of Saul to whom I can show God’s kindness?”
Ziba answered the king, “There is still a son of Jonathan; he is crippled in both feet.”

4 “Where is he?” the king asked.
Ziba answered, “He is at the house of Makir son of Ammiel in Lo Debar.”

5 So King David had him brought from Lo Debar, from the house of Makir son of Ammiel.

6 When Mephibosheth son of Jonathan, the son of Saul, came to David, he bowed down to pay him honor.
David said, “Mephibosheth!”
“Your servant,” he replied.

7 “Don’t be afraid,” David said to him, “for I will surely show you kindness for the sake of your father Jonathan. I will restore to you all the land that belonged to your grandfather Saul, and you will always eat at my table.”

8 Mephibosheth bowed down and said, “What is your servant, that you should notice a dead dog like me?”

9 Then the king summoned Ziba, Saul’s servant, and said to him, “I have given your master’s grandson everything that belonged to Saul and his family. 10 You and your sons and your servants are to farm the land for him and bring in the crops, so that your master’s grandson may be provided for. And Mephibosheth, grandson of your master, will always eat at my table.” (Now Ziba had fifteen sons and twenty servants.)

11 Then Ziba said to the king, “Your servant will do whatever my lord the king commands his servant to do.” So Mephibosheth ate at David’s table like one of the king’s sons.

12 Mephibosheth had a young son named Mica, and all the members of Ziba’s household were servants of Mephibosheth. 13 And Mephibosheth lived in Jerusalem, because he always ate at the king’s table, and he was crippled in both feet.

My Notes:

How is Christianity different from other religions in their teachings/beliefs?  They all teach about loving one another, etc.  In Christianity, we are taught to LOVE YOUR ENEMIES (Matthew 5).

In groups, people sacrifice in order to commit to something (flourishing of the group, committing to activities, etc).  It takes this sacrifice in order to gain.  We want a God who can have control over our lives but it takes complete submission.  This is the only way to perfect freedom.

`Tis not that I did choose thee, For, Lord that could not be;
This heart would still refuse thee, Hadst thou not chosen me.
Thou from the sin that stained me hast cleansed and set me free;
Of old thou hast ordained me, that I should live to thee.`Twas sov’reign mercy called me and taught my op’ning mind;
The world had else enthralled me, to heav’nly glories blind.
My heart owns none before thee, for thy rich grace I thirst;
This knowing, if I love thee, Thou must have loved me first.”

–Josiah Conder

How do we give up our freedom?

Saul was to annoint David as successor king, not his son Jonathan.  David and Jonathan had a covenant of friendship.  Jonathan gave his life and lost his throne for David out of friendship.

We have a friend who lost his heavenly throne and lost his life for us.

Christian commonality in love for Jesus.

Henry’s notes:

C.S. Lewis = “Abolition of Man”

- All religions of the world the same ETHICALLY (How we live) -> don’t lie, steal, murder, honor family, etc… They differ subterraneanly (How we’re SAVED)

EXCEPTION

“Love Your Enemy”! – unique ethic to Christianity. No other religion.

BUT -> Don’t make it easy for enemies to sin against you.  Do not confront, humiliate, condescend.  Must be loving.

King David

- Didn’t “purge’ old enemies from regime (who could kill him)

- “Adopted” his enemy, generously gave and reached out, made enemy his son.

Christian Ethic to do this? Based on how we’re saved.

How can we do such a thing? Commit or Consume? Commit! Must sacrifice freedom to experience covenant love of peers.

Covenant love -> King Saul’s son Jonathan (rightful heir) -> relinquished trhone to David while “loving” him, protecting David from his father Saul. Eventually laid down his life.

What did Jesus lose and sacrifice for us?

“Christianity is a band of enemies, living with each other through Christ.”

Update on Life

Wednesday, May 6th, 2009

I have a feeling that my updates are my way of organizing my life. I feel like something is missing when I don’t go through my xanga updates, smugmug photo uploads and journal entries. I have developed a schedule where I go to work and do a lot of work.

I watch a few shows during lunch and down time to keep me going through the work day. I tend to watch Dancing With The Stars nowadays. I also try to keep up with Naruto. I finished WCG Ultimate Gamer and Real World: Brooklyn. I lost interest in Making The Band 4 ever since Danity Kane broke up. I have Mafia Wars keeping me going still. I always have Pandora music playing through my headphones. Nowadays I’ve been listening to a lot of Andrea Bocelli and Sarah Brightman type music. I think it’s important to have these little fun things to do.

Then I go home and watch tv and eat dinner with Henry. Henry cooks the food while I shower and we watch something on DVR, Netflicks or whatever tv series on DVD we are on (formerly BSG and Lost). We started S1 on April 3. Started S3 on April 23. We finished Lost up to Season 4 on May 9. It’s pretty damn good. I wasn’t expecting it to hook us so much. We’re waiting for season 5 to come out on DVD but that won’t be until Dec 8. We might just resort to the internets.

Sometimes we play games after dinner. Most often it will be Gears of War 2 with Allen, Mike and Ed on Xbox Live. Two days ago, we started playing Fable 2 on Xbox 360 and it’s pretty fun. I think we get along better at Gears of War though as RPGs tend to test patience sometimes especially since the Co-op isn’t as good as we had hoped. Player 2 is very limited with what he can do.

We’ve been wanting to get back into StarCraft too. My only hesitation with StarCraft is that I don’t want all the stress of our over competitiveness and impatience and frustration with losing to come back. I love the game but I think our love for the game made us develop such an intense connection to it that we went overboard a lot. I have kept some distance from community involvement and I’m no longer overwhelmed. I just wanted to be a casual gamer and that’s what I am now.

Brain and Body

Wednesday, January 21st, 2009

Life involves so much upkeep – brain and body. There’s so much to learn and so much to do. It can be quite overwhelming.

I’m on my way to learning as much as I can about everything I can – technology, programming, basic courses from college, life, etc. I’m also determined to keep pushing myself to going to the gym more (Henry and I started up again last Friday at Andrew and Amy’s gym), eating better, taking care of my body, etc. With all this its so easy to get tired and just want to rest.

I’m so ridiculously antsy though. I can’t focus and keep learning. I want to just do something. I want to get my hands dirty in programming. I want goals, tasks. It’s weird now that I don’t have much on my plate. I don’t feel like I’m going anywhere when I don’t have a path to go through. The level up game play can only take you so far. There needs to be much more to this. Otherwise, what’s the point?

Upgrading My Life Character

Sunday, September 21st, 2008

I like upgrading my character. In the past, I hadn’t really focused on it’s well roundedness and I’ve just been doing what everyone else does. I finished putting my character through school to upgrade it’s intelligence level because that seems to be the first basic step. The next step was to get a job and that seemed pretty straight-forward too. The goal was to get a positive cashflow to upgrade my character’s finances. As time goes on and my character’s experience increases, I can add more skill points, get a better job and continue to increase finances with a higher salary.

I found fun hobbies for my character to do. The more time I get my character to play games I enjoy, the higher it’s skill level becomes and the better I get at these games. This does increase my character’s overall happiness and even it’s social skill level but it just didn’t seem as productive. I wanted to go through bigger level-ups.

I did a lot of research online and found strategies that will help me increase my finance level through wise allocation of money through investments. I also got a book that gave me an idea of what I needed to do. Excited with all this new knowledge since I found out how to optimize my money long-term, I reallocated my money and put them into highly rated and recommended mutual funds and the best interest bearing CDs and money market accounts. I feel like this is a great way to level up my character in the long run. Sort of like building moon wells in my base in the best locations.

Health and nutrition is another aspect of my character which I had neglected. I made sure to bring my character in for regular check ups and maintenance. My character is healthy but I have found strategy guides on improving nutrition. As of now, I am researching this and I will figure out the best way to optimize my character’s nutrition. When that happens, I will feel fulfilled again!

Here are the categories I focus on:

- Relationship – I think I’m doing great with this aspect of my character’s life. I’ve chosen to match my character with an amazing character that helps boost my level for every category.

- Happiness – I can never be satisfied. I always need to improve. I am happy with life overall but I always want to make things better.

- Job (Incoming Money) – I feel like I’ve made great job choices. It is always something that gives me a good flow of income, adds plus points to my happiness, and doesn’t stress me out too much.

- Finance (Money Management) – I think I’ve optimized this as much as I can. I am glad to have done my research so that I don’t have to worry about it anymore. I can just leave this alone now and let it grow. http://www.morningstar.com/ was my best friend.

- Intelligence – I feel like I haven’t done much since I graduated college. I have been increasing knowledge in a lot of areas in life to improve myself in multiple categories but I do want to be more up to date with the latest in web coding and technology. This will also help me increase monetary intake through work (not only through my main job but also through side jobs). I need to know http://www.w3schools.com/ inside out.

- Fitness – I am going to the gym twice to three times a week and I have dance once or twice a week. I feel like this puts me in about an average level in fitness. I do want to push some sort of exercise to five days a week and research more about how to optimize my strength, cardio and flexibility. I’ve learned a lot about men’s fitness and I’ve been following along with guy exercises but I want to see how to optimize toning within a woman’s physique and see if it’s any different o.Oa.

- Spiritual – I get a healthy serving of God in my life through church and small group every week.

- Social – I am constantly exposed to people. I do have fun with social activities but I get tired out quickly since I am highly introverted. I know I’m supposed to be reaching out and making new friends and networking more. I just need a lot of time alone to ‘reboot’ and get energy to hang out with people.

- Health/Nutrition – This is my next research project. I don’t like food much and I am not the healthiest eater but I do wanna figure out how to eat a balanced diet. http://mypyramid.gov/ is going to be my new best friend.

- Family – Considering I am no longer surrounded by my family, I can only keep touch by phone call, email and infrequent visits. I am doing what I can and flying to California once in a while and to the Philippines once a year lately. I do hope to be reunited more often in the future.

What is your strategy for optimizing upgrades to your character?

I do feel like I am my own character in this game of Life. I strive to improve. I want to be better. I guess that is the competitive gaming side of me coming out. It’s difficult to want to be better at everything since I have a tendency to spread myself out too thin. I guess my only way to focus is to obsess. The problem with this? I can’t relax. I can’t clear my head because I keep wanting to get back on my favorite MMORPG and use the time to upgrade. If I don’t relax I will stress myself out. Sometimes I just need to force myself to turn ‘it’ off, to relinquish control of the game and leave the character be, idling and having it go on automatic, or maybe even have it sleep more. I need balance in my life.. balance and sleep.

TL Blog Post: http://www.teamliquid.net/blogs/viewblog.php?topic_id=79119

Life

Tuesday, September 9th, 2008

*9/10, Wednesday – Not as chaotic anymore. I love the cool breeze as I take a deep breath post-launch. I left off at 8/20. I’ll do a brief overview of past events and upcoming events.

Past Events:

Dance Ministry Meetings – 7/28 (Mo), 8/02 (Sa), 8/04 (Mo), 8/9 (Sa), 8/19 (Tu), [8/26 (Tu)], 9/4 (Th), 9/8 (Mo)

*8/15, Friday – MYM Work Craziness doing design work. Stayed up ridiculously late and worked a lot.

*8/23, Saturday – Fire Island with Henry and Helen and Helen’s friends. It was fun just lounging around the beach and relaxing after getting bogged down by launch craziness.

Gallery: http://calbearmnm.smugmug.com/gallery/5856838_cPcyV

*8/24, Sunday – MYM Work Craziness again this time doing flash navigation work. Henry helped me out a lot with design.

*8/26, Tuesday – European Music Awards International sites launched! Major craziness and staying late at the office to launch this site.

*8/28, Thursday – Big Green Help International Websites Launched! Ah sigh of relief. Huge project burden finally off my shoulders after months of work.

*8/29, Friday – I had a summer friday and had an appointment with my dermatologist. I finally got my mole removed and it was so surprisingly quick and (relatively) painless! Henry and I also spent a bulk of this day cleaning up his kitchen so it was shining white and a lot less icky. We also helped Jenny shop for stuff for the weekend and we drove to Rhode Island that day.

*8/30 – 8/31, Saturday to Sunday – We celebrated Vin’s birthday at Vic and Benny’s Summer Lake House in Rhode Island. It felt like college again.. not my kinda college but the frat boy’s kinda college. I admit it did get a little too much for me but it did have a lot of fun moments. Highlight for me was kayaking with Henry. It was also fun playing several chess games with Manny although I felt bad for keeping him from his friends for so long. I finally let him go after seven or so games.

Gallery: http://calbearmnm.smugmug.com/gallery/5856911_sXNyn

*9/06, Saturday – Henry and Helen clean up the basement at their parents’ place in Long Island. I got to help sort the recyclables.

Future Events:

*9/10, Wednesday – Gym
*9/11, Thursday – Chinese Class Week 8 (I love this class btw)
*9/12, Friday – Small Group Starts
*9/13, Saturday – Hang out with Ray, etc
*9/14, Sunday – Breakthrough opens up at RWC
*9/25, Thursday – Daily Show with John Stewart

*10/04, Saturday – Connecticut to see Shawn at Musical, Chicago
*10/11 – 10/12, Friday to Saturday – BlizzCon 2008
*10/18 – Andrew’s Birthday Gathering
*10/31 – Halloween